Reality of news has sunk in. I've realized crying over a colostomy bag and possible rectum removal is silly. If I'm given life, I win. My prayers and focus are now centered around the hopes that it has not spread to other areas and organs.
What felt like the end of the world, yesterday, has turned into a reality and sunk in. My new focus is that nothing has spread and I'm okay with the surgeries needed. It's amazing what time and perspectives can do to help you cope.
My life is my focus. My family is my focus. The rest will be manageable. No matter what. I just need to be with my family.
Mom and Dad are coming home from Florida early to be with me tonight. My brother, Charles, and his wife, Dawn, are flying into Bloomington tonight. Surrounded by LOVE!
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